I Love Myself: I Don’t Wanna Be Your Ex

A few months ago I endured the biggest break up of my life.

Yes. I realize how dramatic that sounds considering I’m only 21.

I dated him for four years, so yeah that’s a good chunk of my life. We did long distance for most of college.

But needless to say, it’s still a hard breakup to go through.

Anyways, I didn’t want to stop talking to him or being best friends with him. After all, I met him when I was 16 and he was 15, so we were young and definitely in love.

An artist named Kiana Lede came out with a song called “Ex” and after hearing it, I immediately sent it to him.

We were in an awkward phase of transitioning from boyfriend and girlfriend, to being just friends. Which believe me is not an easy transition.

We’re still working out what we want from our relationship, but I know I don’t want to lose him from life completely. I care too much.

It’s songs like these that help me reflect on my emotions:

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